Kaho Jo Khena Tha

Hosh mei toh ho

Kaho Jo kehna tha

Chalo likh ke kehdo

Mushkil toh hai dekho

Arey chidiyo se seekho

Par vo toh udd ke phurr ho jaegi

Tumhari baat fir reh jayegi

Gaane mei hi suna do fir toh

Par Riyaz toh shuru kar lo

Bohot samay mat lagao ab dekho

Saari kahani meri toh samjho

Guldastei mei lage phoolon se seekho

Bina Pani ke murjha Gaye tabhi toh

Chamakti hui ret ko dekho

Giri hui pattiyon se seekho

Door basi vadiyon se seekho

Baar baar ayi lehro se seekho

Dehekti hui aag se samjho

Nazuk pathar se chattan par likh do

Hosh mei toh ho

Kaho Jo kehna tha 

Chalo likh kar hi kehdo

When I will become a rich man!

When I will become a rich man 👨 

And when I'll have power and money 💵 

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I will Google your address 

And track u down finally

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I will have a Bentley 

And my driver will hold the doors for me 😉

I will sit in the car all dressed up smartly.

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I would smile shyly 

And wonder how it'd be

If Ure still single and a little shorter than me

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I would remember all our times how we used to be how I flirted with everyone and blew ur chance to be with me.

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I would plan all my words in the hope that maybe u'll forgive me

Afterall it's been years and I've lived my life faithfully

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I would reach your door and knock it gently

And wait for you to attend me

patiently, professionaly 

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You will open the door and see me smiling

You will make your hair tidy

(that little respect I'm sure you'll pay me)

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I'll remain stationed and stand there shyly 

You will find it awkward and say "Excuse me, are you looking for my daddy"

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I must have a bouquet 💐 and so I will bend down humbly

You would then recognise me and by now your eyes be glittery

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I will look into your eye and say, "heyi it's me iv come to say I love you"

You might jolt a slap on me 

saying "I got married last June"

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Haha 😄 

sorry dear I thought I'd end it romantically

But what to do you know it doesn't really suit me

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I don't know if I can be very rich or drive a Bentley or ever be romantic. 🙈

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I just want to be funny

coz that way u'll always be laughing 

And that sole reason will be me.

Respected

It's difficult to get love in this neat world

It's not about me or men

It's about you sweet innocent girl

Story books and cartoons

TV shows or movies

Love is neat to all you newbies

Stay away from experienced 

Stay away from coupled

Stay away from boys 

Who already have been hooked

Do you know what you want?

Are you sure it's a fling?

Don't be naughty to finger that ring

This world is so neat

You will get some experience

After some years

You will have earned what you need

Don't be in regret 

You have not missed your shot

Be in greatness

Someone who knows it all

Be liked or be loved?

What you really want is

Rough sex and Respect.

(No Better Title)

 Never again shall I love someone so dearly ever

Is so I will believe and live on forever…

(for May the 25th, 2015)

Know everyone wants happiness

And none can stand the pain

But we sure couldn’t have a rainbow

If there wasn’t  any rain

None can bring me happiness

Or none could ever compete

Sleepless nights when I kept me questioning

Could this heart now skip a beat?

“Million lines I write and keep in

Dedicate to you a song

A better gift can there be

When Life’s pages have been torn”

Met this stranger in the mirror

Looked deep down through his eye

The mirror then he had become

Pleasing every passerby

Much when I did conquer

But had failed to keep her close

In time she poured some water

And I sprung up like the rose

With pleasure I would describe her

Not a line will I spare

With prayers I will bless her

Leaves of love for her to care

Came she like distant train

Like the tendrils in the trees

Sprinkling joy from the fountain

Bringing fragrance in the breeze

And she was just another

Could easily jam my humor

This an ode to her dimple

“Oh! Precious precious precious

Forgotten rarest of treasures”

“I’d pour my heavy heart

In respect to what you favor

And everything its going to take

Making memory together”

“That time when I lost my keys

You humbled and panicked as I

It got me that day thinking

So sweet so sweet oh my!”

“Much your eyes have told me

How I’ve been when I was young

I was scared to wake at mid-night

Joined my hands when prayer was sung”

Joyous to know I’m grateful

Thankful to God for Grace

Learning to ever be faithful

Winter’s sunshine on my face

I know the winter’s past

And the songs we’ve sung for spring

Could this infatuation ever last?

Tears of goodbyes will it bring?

My friends they know I’m quiet

When with beauty you surround

Wish they knew my blissful story

How love in me was found

“To see you dance on stage

I would spend every dime

Like my curtains they keep swaying

To help complete my rhyme”

The Eiffel Tower

I saw a crooked Eiffel tower twice in a dream. At first The dream felt cosy meaning that maybe I'm in my comfort zone. There were people taking care of it. They had no time to demolish it even after it tilted and bent in a very wierd way. This was no ordinary Eiffel tower. The one in Paris is very small compared to the one I saw twice in a dream at the same place with same texture in the same era in the same mood. When I saw it for the first time I easily recognised it as a monument I bought a ticket with you and went in. They gave me one ticket even though you went in with me There were no windows in this Eiffel tower only stairs that went upwards. People often came here to do their routine walk like they would in the neighbouring park, there are old people and young people there are couples who are always having critical conversations. There are all sorts of people with all specific stories but it is so strange that they are ignoring the fact of the crookedness of this Eiffel tower with no windows but stairs that keep going upward. I wanted each one to realise and wonder how this unusual monument had taken it's shape it was like only I was mesmerized by the awe of it. Made me think of the person that made this and the engineering that failed and made the Eiffel tower to bend in such a ridiculous way. It was bent in such a way that upper half of the Eiffel tower was parallel with the ground. It got me so excited that I keep running upward to know what would it feel like to the people who have seen the world from the tip of this tilted Eiffel tower.

... but there is a caution sign that came into my notice, it was put up by the authorities, it read "Anywhere beyond this point could be dangerous or hazardous." This particular information hit me so bad that my adventurous dream turned into a nightmare a nightmare that maybe I can save or maybe I could not. I decided to turn back and take the long walk back to the ground. I remember the never ending journey of just walking and never being able to reach back to where I started 

.. yes it was a horror dream and it had finally come to me after a long time. I was scared to realise that I had left you at the top and I must get you back because why should I leave you. A building made of iron can fall at any point and now I found myself running upward in panic to save you. All the thoughts of unfortunate mistakes surface my mind as I try to find you amongst the people who mean nothing to me. I run upwards to reach the danger sign that destroyed my excitement and try to find you in the chaos. It all seemed calm all around me, it was like only I knew what was going to happen in a few seconds. I wondered what horror the people might have felt when the engineering failed and the tower bent horrifically. Thank goodness I was not in the tower that day to witness the horrible scenario. In my panic I keep searching and this time I find the danger sign, I try to look for you and find you walking easily on the stairs which were termed hazardous to walk on. The building didn't feel your weight and you could cross both worlds like a kite would in the cloud. I knew then that I just have one ticket in my hand and I decided to take the long walk back to the ground. I believed that making the right choice would someday make me reach the ground but no..

I kept walking..

The next time I saw the crooked Eiffel tower I just knew it was a bad dream and I remained. I was mesmerized by the awe of it. Made me think of the person that made it and the engineering that failed and made the Eiffel tower to bend in such a ridiculous way. It was bent in such a way that the upper half of the Eiffel tower was parallel with the ground.

Childhood

The teddy bear book

Oh my teddy bear book

I'd cry my eyes out for

The Teddy bear book

I'd finish my lunch box for

The teddy bear book

I'd do all my homework for

The teddy bear book

I'd go to bed early with

My teddy bear book

The ping-pong ball

Oh my ping-pong ball

I'd reach home early for

The ping-pong ball

I'd fight anyone for

The ping-pong ball

I'd search every corner for

The ping-pong ball

I'd play everyday with

My ping-pong ball

The back benched friend

Oh my back benched friend

I'd reach school early for

The back benched friend

I'd share my tiffin with

The back benched friend

I'd do all kinds of mischief with

The back benched friend

I'd never stop talking to

My back benched friend

The terrible tuition teacher

Oh my terrible tuition teacher

I'd be on time for tuition for

The terrible tuition teacher

I'd bring all what's needed for

The terrible tuition teacher

I'd learn all tables coz

She was a terrible tuition teacher

I'd pray before seeing

My terrible tuition teacher

The Mercedes car

Oh my Mercedes car

She was blue and  beautiful oh

The Mercedes car

We'd scratch out the paint of

The Mercedes car

We'd push back and forth

The Mercedes car

And Dad wouldn't know nothing

The Mercedes car

We'd play everyday around

My Mercedes car

The cousins from Delhi

Oh my cousins from Delhi

I'd wait the whole year for

My cousins from Delhi

I'd play day and night with

My cousins from Delhi

I'd act I was elder with

My cousins from Delhi

I'd brag about my toys with

My cousins from Delhi

I loved them much

Oh my cousins from Delhi

The childhood girlfriend

Oh my childhood girlfriend

She'd wave me and call me

Oh my childhood girlfriend

She had a huge bangalow

The childhood girlfriend

Just too good in drawing

My childhood girlfriend

stayed always next to me

My childhood girlfriend

If only she existed

Oh My childhood girlfriend

Meri bhi chahat thi

 

Meri bhi chahat thi

Ki jo tassavur mei tasvir thi tumhari Tumhe paun vaise hi

Par kyu ho jati hain ye dooriyan

Kyu lagte ho anjaan

Ek kahani aur suna do fir se

Rakhoge dhyan tum mera kaise

Uff ye tez kadam tumhare

Kahin chhoot na jau mai peeche

Aaoge na daudkar tum peeche

Agar chot lag jaye mujhe

Lagta tha kaaton par phul ho tum

Toh kyu ban rahe ho itne sunn

Meri bhi zaroorat manglo fir se

Koi dhun suna do dil se

Tum se kya chhupana aise

Ye hi samjha hamesha maine

Yad bhi nahi mile the hum kaise

Kon ho tum batao toh vaise

Meri bhi chahat thi

Ki jo tassavur mei tasvir thi tumhari Tumhe paun vaise hi

She

 

She was standing in the middle of the field when a man whistled at her and a gang of boys attacked her.

She was tossed here and there among those rough boys.

When she saw me as a refuge and came to me.

I stretched out my arms to save her and yes I did it.

I had saved her! I had saved the goal!

Actually, I was the goal keeper and she was the ball ⚽

Trust Worthy Stabber

Didn’t invent this pain

Didn’t wish this hurt

Only bestowed endless love

Didn’t expect this betrayal

Oh what that wish may be!

A pain-filled life she wrapped up for me

In return to my humility

Only with guilt she had left me

With passion I loved her

Heartily I praised her

Declares the one broken inside me

How once I lured for a traitor

Broken are the wishes

That my heart had rendered

Still I kept praying

For my Trust Worthy Stabber

With tears of my own

I had washed myself

And she laughed aloud

While my heart had wept

God for me

Maybe carefully planned

One night the lamp may rest

And my heart be burned

Away with the stabber

I’m no longer a miniature

But filled with regret

For it’s my future she's moulded

Mere words can’t explain

The pain that I’ve felt

For that you must gather

All the tears that I’ve shed

Never again shall I love

Someone so dearly ever

Is so I will believe

And live on forever

The nail in His hand and the hammer in mine (the Good Friday Rhyme)

The nail in his hand and the hammer in mine

I could see that he was innocent but I acted blind

Each day I kept sinning with my conscious mind

Said, "Father forgive them.." He still was so kind!

The nail in his hand and the hammer in mine

I mocked on his face and whiped him behind

He'd kill me with a blow but spared me each time

He knew I'd wait at the cross and peace I will find

The nail in his hand and the hammer in mine

To God be the glory and my earthly dime

He died to save my soul and is why I feel fine

And I say it's a Good Friday, in my Good Friday rhyme.

Oh How Beautiful This Life Is!

Oh how beautiful this life is

But you know what the fact is

We have always been ignoring it

Coz our conclusions are stupidly stupid

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Oh how beautiful this life is

When you have a plate full of brownies

All your pains and all your sufferings

Don't stand a chance when you're simply eating

Oh how beautiful this life is

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Oh how beautiful this life is

But Only some choose to understand this

With heavy rains comes a rainbow

Please be patient, the process is always slow

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Oh how beautiful this life is

But 'Heart Breaking' it sometimes is

When My strongest friend I see weeping

It's 'myself' that I am consoling

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Oh how touching his life is

When he cheers up without a promise

His shoes can never fit me

They're too rough and I love cosy

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Still how beautiful this life is

And each have different cases

When God teaches meekness

I boast on my weakness

Oh how beautiful this life is

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Oh how beautiful this life is

When 50 bucks become a bliss

And At times we have no money

All the frames we keep on winning

Oh how beautiful this life is

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Oh how beautiful this life is

And All I'm trying to say is

You will complete your score and make that run

If you love your pain and experience some fun

Oh how beautiful this life is!